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So I'm back.. What a long, strange (crappy) year it's been... (LONG Read.. Sorry)

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Hey everyone.. I have returned. Back around the beginning of the year I kind of disappeared for a bit. It all started in the second part of last year when I was getting bothered by the skin on my chest itching. It felt like a sunburn feels when it's healing. Well, that went on for a while and I went to a dermatologist. She treated it as if it were a fungal infection of some sort, but to no avail. SO, we did some blood work... Well, she called me back and told me there was a problem with my ANA count (Anti-Nuclear-Antibodies). The normal titer is <200 and mine was somewhere around 2200. She said that pointed to some type of an auto-immune problem and said I needed to see a rheumatologist, as this is what they do... Meanwhile my skin still itches.

I go to the rheumatologist, and he examines me and does further blood tests. He noted that my liver enzymes were mildly elevated (very mildly) and because of a correlation he saw in the past.. He wanted to check my CK levels (an enzyme caused by muscular damage/deterioration) which can show up as elevated AST and ALT.... normal CK is around 200, mine was nearly 800.Getting warmer... So on with more tests.. Basically he tested me for a variety of auto-immune related things like lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, etc.. They took about 9 vials of blood for this round. The blood tests all come back negative, but one showed the presence of 2 antibodies that shouldn't be there. One was called AntiRNA Polymerase III, and the other was called Anti-MI2 .. At that point we knew what the culprit was... A combination of diseases, Dermatomyositis and Diffuse Scleroderma (Systemic Sclerosis). They are basically what are considered connective tissue disorders by definition can affect skin, cartilage, and internal organs including the heart and lungs (this is important later). Meanwhile, my skin still itched.

So, it was confirmed by a battery of tests... CT Scans (with and without contrast) Hi Res CT scans, X-Ray, Electromyogram. All of these pointed to the condition(s) but none of these tests are truly diagnostic. Skin biopsy confirmed and the diagnosis was made (and my skin still itched).... SO, now we had to find out what it was going to do because apparently I have had this issue for years but it just now decided to present itself. Well, during more testing we did some CT scans, X-rays, etc... Well, the good news is the doctor said my lungs looked great with regard to damage caused by smoking all those years. BUT ... There was some evidence of inflammation so he wanted to do some thorough pulmonary tests.

So off to a pulmonary specialist I went (told you it was important).... It was there that we discovered my lungs were heavily affected by this disease, even though I really didn't notice it. I had always attributed my shortness of breath to my former smoking habits but that wasn't the case apparently. My lung capacity is about 50% of what it should be according to these tests. My oxygen levels are low as a result. So the goal at that point was to find out how bad the inflammation was, and if it was progressing to scarring of the lungs (pulmonary fibrosis). At this point, I'm getting kind of creeped out AND... my skin still itched.

Next course of action: Open lung biopsy... Yay me! So that happened... Luckily, the scarring wasn't bad, and apparently the pattern of scarring they were worried about wasn't present. There are variations, some of which are terminal within as little as 2 years. Luckily that wasn't me... But I did stop vaping because I wanted to make sure that wasn't making my problems worse. I then began a variety of treatments to basically kill and restart my immune system since basically it was my own immune system attacking healthy cells. Immuno-suppressant drugs (a few different kinds), steroids, and even chemo-therapy for about 4 months. Over time the blood tests improved, but the jury is still out on the lungs. The scarring cannot be reversed nor can that capacity be recovered, but some can and the best thing is I have gotten no worse. I had told the doctor about vaping and he said he didn't think it was hurting me, but objectively reminded me that lungs are meant for breathing air. He did say that considering the alternative (smoking), he didn't have a huge issue with it.

So yeah.. that was the first half of 2016 for me... (Oh yeah, my skin still f*cking itches!)

(Refill your tanks/drippers now...)

So then the summer came along... and the whole Alton Sterling event, and the attacks police officers in Baton Rouge (one of which I used to hang out with) happened. Terrible time; felt like the city I grew up in and loved was slowing dying. But like people do around here, they managed as best they could and got by. Eventually things quietened down and got back to somewhat normal.

August 11th. It starts raining... Alot. More than I have ever seen and I have lived here all my life with hurricanes, storms, etc.. simply put, where I live this was an epic rainfall event. Biblical even. On Friday August 12th, we had 17" of rain between midnight and 3pm. The next 24 hours beyond that brought over 10+ more inches. So in roughly 36 hours, we had 27"+ of rain... It was impressive... Until the river started rising.

Saturday August 13th, I woke up and made coffee. Noticed that the water in the streets from the day before had backed off a bit. Figured that we had seen the worst of it.... I was mistaken. I left my house to go run an errand and my boss asked me to turn off the power at the plant I work at, incase of high water. When I left my neighborhood I realized we were in for it. I literally couldn't get a half mile to work because there was more than 4' of water about 1/4th mile from my house, and closing in. So I went back home... then I noticed the water in the streets was creeping back up, and at a pace I could actually see it rising. By this time, people are showing up at my house because they had lost everything... some were soaking wet with plastic bags containing the last of their belongings. Some I didn't even know; they were just people that got picked up along the way. I mean, you cant just tell some little old lady "Sorry, no room here"... so I told everyone to come in, get dry and I would cook. I BBQ'd for hours and watched the water creep up all day.

Finally about 8pm, the water came into my house. Luckily we only got about 2' of water and we managed to keep power, A/C, etc.. also we had a second floor to retreat to. The bottom of the house was ruined, we lost 4 cars and countless other items. Still, we were very fortunate.. Many people in my neighborhood were not. Some took water to their roof line and above. The next 2 days consisted of countless airboats and fishing boats riding up and down my street (which looked like the river) rescuing people. But the water finally left the following Monday and the cleanup began. It was then that I found out that literally 93% of the buildings in my town took water and flooded. Next door in Baton Rouge, over 60% of the houses/businesses there flooded, and we're talking areas that have never flooded in recorded history. The river crested higher than it had ever done before (46.2 feet, "flood stage" for low lying areas is 29 feet). The highest ever recorded previously was 41 feet in 1983. My job went under, my wife's jobs went under, and now we're doing the flood insurance thing (I was fortunate I had it) and that's where we are. So I picked up the vape again... Had to.

And my skin. still. itches.


Anyway, thanks for reading. Glad to be back.
 

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I feel kinda speechless here. Jeez. :hug:

For all your health troubles, I wish you the absolute best and will keep you in my warmest thoughts. For your attitude in weathering the storm, MY GOD. You're an inspiration today.

On a side note, this was REALLY well written.
(Refill your tanks/drippers now...)
I didn't even pick up my vape reading it, but I did giggle on that part.
 

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(Oh yeah, my skin still f*cking itches!)
Man I got so consumed, I forgot this part. I know they tested your for Lupus, but did they test you for Discoid Lupus, or Systemic?? I had a VERY similar experience nearly 20 years ago. One doc sent me packin' saying she couldn't see anything to treat, and told me to use hydrocortisone cream as needed. I'd been doing that for a long time already. so I got in with another specialist, who is highly aggressive in her treatment of skin issues, which was fine by me, I wanted relief!! She took biopsies of areas that I told her I was having the issue with, and discovered that I have Discoid Lupus.
 

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Damn Dude.

Just DAMN!
 

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My skin itched for months. I switched nic bases, and it disappeared. Mostly on my chest and arms. A little on my legs as well.
 

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And all of that and your skin still itches?

Not being a Smartass as usual but have you considered a really good Diaper Rash Cream?

About 6 months ago, I underwent surgery to repair a Hiatal Hernia that I had developed.

After the surgery, I had a tube sticking out of my chest that had been installed to keep my new and improved insides in place while everything healed.

And "Stuff" like stomach acid's and bile leaked out around where the tube came out of my chest and burned my skin like a MF!

I still have scarring from it.

The only thing that helped was a particular brand of Diaper Rash Cream.

When the Mrs. returns home this evening, I will ask her the name of the stuff and send you a PM with the info in hopes that it will help you as well!
 

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Wow....next time I start whining when things aren't going my way, I'm gonna read this. You have surely been through the wringer, and to have this awesome attitude in the midst of it all is quite an inspiration. Prayers for you....:)
 

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@Huckleberried, the antibodies they found were very specific to the diseases mentioned and the tests negative for any variants of lupus.

@UncleRJ, I've tried many tropicals, not that yet. Just so happens I have some in the house though... One beautiful blessing that was bestowed upon me this year was the arrival of my grand-daughter... I'll give it a whirl, however the itching is in the deeper layers of skin, like it's itching from the inside. The immune suppressant drugs have helped a bit and made it tolerable but it is still there. Thanks for the suggestion.

As for the rest of you, thanks for the kind words. It means alot, and I'm glad to be here. Things could have easily taken a turn for the worst at anytime throughout all this and they didn't. For that I am blessed.
 

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@Huckleberried, the antibodies they found were very specific to the diseases mentioned and the tests negative for any variants of lupus.

@UncleRJ, I've tried many tropicals, not that yet. Just so happens I have some in the house though... One beautiful blessing that was bestowed upon me this year was the arrival of my grand-daughter... I'll give it a whirl, however the itching is in the deeper layers of skin, like it's itching from the inside. The immune suppressant drugs have helped a bit and made it tolerable but it is still there. Thanks for the suggestion.

As for the rest of you, thanks for the kind words. It means alot, and I'm glad to be here. Things could have easily taken a turn for the worst at anytime throughout all this and they didn't. For that I am blessed.

Welcome back Job, I mean Swerved - may your future be more blessed than blasted :)
 

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SO... here we are in almost April. The flood took place 7-1/2 month ago, and my house is still in shambles. Mortgage companies suck when it comes to large damage settlements. They get your insurance settlement (minus a little advance money to get started) and make you jump through 9 million hoops to get them to release any of it. Add in the fact that there is a possibility of getting a crappy contractor and entering a dispute with said contractor. At that time the mortgage company freezes up all funds and you cannot do anything to your house unless of course you do it out of pocket, but who's got that kinda cheese stashed around? Yep... That happened.

Anyway, today I FINALLY got the dispute lifted and over with, which means I can resume the process of getting another contractor to bid the job, file all the required bullshit paperwork, etc. and basically start all over again. I have fought with their loss department so much over this that they have requested that all of my insurance claim funds be released to me directly, rather than co-written to me and a contractor. I doubt I should be so lucky, but it's possible I guess.

Anyway, here's some pictures you guys may find interesting...
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This is I-12 at the exit to the town I live in just east of Baton Rouge.


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Caption pretty much says it all here...

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Yes folks, this is a giant ball of floating fire ants....fire.fucking.ants...:huh:

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Looking off my porch in the morning after.
 

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So... The saga continues...

Well folks, I'm out. Done. Kaput... As much as I love this hobby, I have to give it up (actually I did months ago). I have recently been recommended to be placed on the list for double lung transplantation due to decline of lung function caused by pulmonary fibrosis, which is a secondary result of the primary diagnosis of Systemic Sclerosis, or Diffuse Scleroderma.

Basically, I was told that at my continued rate of decline, I would be "at a very highly increased rate of mortality" between 2-3 years from now without the transplant. Having the transplant will (hopefully) afford me more time than that it seems at this point. 1 year survival rate is about 95%, 3 years is about 70%, 5 years is about 60%, and it drops of pretty steeply from there. There are always of course exceptions to the rule and some people have gone a very long time after surgery, but ultimately the end result is the same. The body will reject the new lungs at some point; it's not a matter of if, but a matter of when.

Anyway, I'm ok with this. After talking to the transplant specialists, my family, and my rheumatologist, it is very clear what I have to do. The rheumatologist really made it clear for me. He told me he would back me either way, whatever I decided to do. But he also told me to take note of how I feel right now.. He told me without the surgery that this is the best I would feel in the rest of my days, i.e. - he can't improve my health; he can only sustain it.. maybe. It was clear at that point what I have to do. I will be talking to the transplant center by week's end and I will tell them I am moving forward with the process of getting on "the list". I have to do it now while I still have reasonably good health and that none of my other organs like my heart and kidneys are damaged. They eventually will be due to the chronic low oxygen levels in my blood.

So wish me luck. Sooner or later I am going to get around to packing up all my stuff and cleaning it up to get rid of it. I will post on VU a list of what I have and what I would like for it if anyone is interested. I cannot express what a great community this is and how valuable vaping is to getting people off smoking. I feel enlightened.
 

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This is terrible, I am so, so sorry. Prayers and best wishes headed your way. :(
 

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This is terrible, I am so, so sorry. Prayers and best wishes headed your way. :(
Thank you Teresa.. Ironically enough, I am somewhat relieved. I now know exactly where I stand and what I am up against. It eased my mind somewhat believe it or not. I'm looking forward to getting this done and having years of free breathing afterward. I have grand-babies to spoil, I'm not done here yet. ;)
 

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Was all of this brought about by smoking? Could genetics have come into play anywhere?
And I agree about your attitude. I can't honestly say how I'd feel, as I haven't faced it. But I can fairly say I wouldn't be facing it as well as you appear to be. You're strong, and I do admire that. Hell, I'm amazed by that in your situation.
 

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May the one the one who blessed our ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel, and Leah, Bless our loved ones who are ill: _________________ May the Holy One, source of blessings, be filled with compassion for them, and grant healing and recovery, strength and fortitude. May they receive a swift and complete healing from heaven, a healing of the soul and a healing of the body. May this be soon and without delay. Let us say: Amen.
 

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May the one the one who blessed our ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel, and Leah, Bless our loved ones who are ill: _________________ May the Holy One, source of blessings, be filled with compassion for them, and grant healing and recovery, strength and fortitude. May they receive a swift and complete healing from heaven, a healing of the soul and a healing of the body. May this be soon and without delay. Let us say: Amen.
<3
 

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So... The saga continues...

Well folks, I'm out. Done. Kaput... As much as I love this hobby, I have to give it up (actually I did months ago). I have recently been recommended to be placed on the list for double lung transplantation due to decline of lung function caused by pulmonary fibrosis, which is a secondary result of the primary diagnosis of Systemic Sclerosis, or Diffuse Scleroderma.

Basically, I was told that at my continued rate of decline, I would be "at a very highly increased rate of mortality" between 2-3 years from now without the transplant. Having the transplant will (hopefully) afford me more time than that it seems at this point. 1 year survival rate is about 95%, 3 years is about 70%, 5 years is about 60%, and it drops of pretty steeply from there. There are always of course exceptions to the rule and some people have gone a very long time after surgery, but ultimately the end result is the same. The body will reject the new lungs at some point; it's not a matter of if, but a matter of when.

Anyway, I'm ok with this. After talking to the transplant specialists, my family, and my rheumatologist, it is very clear what I have to do. The rheumatologist really made it clear for me. He told me he would back me either way, whatever I decided to do. But he also told me to take note of how I feel right now.. He told me without the surgery that this is the best I would feel in the rest of my days, i.e. - he can't improve my health; he can only sustain it.. maybe. It was clear at that point what I have to do. I will be talking to the transplant center by week's end and I will tell them I am moving forward with the process of getting on "the list". I have to do it now while I still have reasonably good health and that none of my other organs like my heart and kidneys are damaged. They eventually will be due to the chronic low oxygen levels in my blood.

So wish me luck. Sooner or later I am going to get around to packing up all my stuff and cleaning it up to get rid of it. I will post on VU a list of what I have and what I would like for it if anyone is interested. I cannot express what a great community this is and how valuable vaping is to getting people off smoking. I feel enlightened.
:hug:
 

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Was all of this brought about by smoking? Could genetics have come into play anywhere?
And I agree about your attitude. I can't honestly say how I'd feel, as I haven't faced it. But I can fairly say I wouldn't be facing it as well as you appear to be. You're strong, and I do admire that. Hell, I'm amazed by that in your situation.

It does not appear to be damage caused by smoking. From what I was told, the damage caused by smoking leaves a pretty distinct signature on imagery like ct scans, etc... My doctors have told me my lungs had little or no damage from smoking that they could see.

As far as other causes, it's unknown. Some say genetics, some say environmental exposure to things, etc.. They did tell me that this isn't something that just happened recently. I have likely had this condition a long time and it never presented itself until recently. I have also been told that it is rare for a man to have and even rarer is the combination of diseases I have... However the outcome is fairly common amongst them.

As far as being strong, I don't know about all that.. I have my bad moments but I do like to think I am remaining positive overall. But make no mistake about it, its my family that drives me. I look at them and have no choice but to do this and go for it. They are my strength.
 

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***UPDATE:

After about 3 months and what seemed like endless needle pricks, vials of blood, and out-patient procedures, I have been informed that I will officially be listed for a double lung transplant as of January 2nd, 2018. From there I could get the call at any time, in which case I will have to drop whatever it is I am doing and haul ass down to New Orleans for the transplant. Still a scary thought, but it's the hand I am dealt and it's a lifeline. Aside from actually having to be the guy that goes through this, it was actually a pretty fascinating and informative process. On the up-side, I have literally had just about every kind of blood test, outpatient procedure, heart and other organ tests, etc.. that one can have. I can officially say that other than a pair of jacked up lungs, I am in excellent health otherwise. I of course still will not be able to ever vape again which kind of saddens me; I liked the hobby. But it did it's job, which is it got me off the cigarettes. I will continue to suggest this to people as a smoking cessation method because if it worked for me, it will work for anyone who wants to quit smoking.

Anyway, I will check back in periodically and post-op to let you guys know where I'm at. Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and a safe an happy New Year as well.
 

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Wishing you the very best of outcomes!

Hope the surgery goes smoothly and you enjoy a quick recovery:vino:
 

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*** ANOTHER UPDATE (Another Long Read):

SO... I officially got on "The List" on January 2nd, 2018. I was kind of a surreal feeling to have them let me know that I was registered for a bi-lateral lung transplant. You can't imagine the shit that runs through your head. Well, I didn't have long to ponder it and let it sink in because 9 days later I got THE call. I had just gotten home from work, played with the granddaughter a bit and sat at my computer when the number popped up on my phone. That was probably the most intense moment of my life. I was informed that they had a set of donor lungs for me and that I needed to drop what I was doing and get down to New Orleans for the transplant. I called my wife (who was at work), my parents, and my brother to let them know.

At this point I was pretty much in shock. What do I bring? Is this really happening? What if I don't... (You get the picture)... It was insane. So as soon as my wife got home we jumped in the car and made the drive. It was eerily silent the whole way down. I was dumbfounded and my wife and daughter didn't know what to say. Was the longest drive to New Orleans I ever had.

I show up at the emergency room and get checked in. By the way, I showed up wearing a t-shirt that said "Hold my beer and watch this!". They sent me directly to the ICU and put me in a room, set up IV's etc... Then we wait. They explained to me that there was the possibility of the donor lungs not being acceptable, in which case that would be a hell of a false alarm. Slowly the clock ticked and by about 5pm the next day I was informed they were moving me to the operating room. The lungs were a perfect match and everything was a go. I had a few words with my family and kissed my wife. Holy shit! Holy fucking shit! is all I could think the whole way there; I still couldn't believe this was happening. I arrived in the operating room and the last things I can remember is them setting up a monitor in my wrist for arterial blood gas, etc.. and watching them pass an ice chest across the room which undoubtedly contained the donor lungs. Then it went black.

When I came to again, I was back in the ICU. This was 2 days after the surgery. I wasn't fully aware of my surroundings and was pretty doped up so that was just a blur and I went back to sleep. On the following day (Monday the 15th), I woke up. I couldn't communicate on account of the breathing tube they had stuck down my throat to help me breathe. That was the most horrible feeling I have ever experienced because not only can you not talk, they bind your hands at your side so you can't pull it out. There has been nothing in my life that gave me a more helpless feeling.

Finally they took out the breathing tube and put me on about 6L of oxygen. I took in a breath and immediately started talking to everyone; I wasn't in a good mood I might add but I was breathing for the first time through another set of lungs.. on my own. The doctor on call that evening said I was the first person he's seen start yapping like that immediately when the tube came out. I guess I had a thing or two to get off my chest.. lol. Since I had been asleep for 3 days and was on massive doses of steroids to keep inflammation down, I couldn't go to sleep for about 3 more days and it took a toll. They moved me out of ICU up to the recovery floor in a regular room. Everything seemed ok until about 4am the morning they moved me. All of a sudden, I couldn't breathe and my heart rate went to about 180+.. When this happened I panicked and it just snowballed from there. They ended up having to put me on like 80 L/min of 100% oxygen and still I was having trouble. The next day I was informed that this was due to inflammation around my heart and fluid in my lungs from when my heart freaked out. So, they had to incubate me with the breathing tube.. Again. I tried to talk them out of it but as the doctor told me, "You had the equivalent of a jet engine strapped to your face and still couldn't get oxygen... This has to happen". So it did.

Slept another 4 days after that episode, and got the tube out shortly after I woke up. I don't think they planned it that way but I managed to work it out far enough that when they tried to reset it, it went down the wrong pipe, which pumped air into my stomach. Because of the risk of aspiration associated with that, they had no choice but to take it out. Apparently, putting me through the most helpless and miserable feeling I've ever had twice in one week makes me not cooperate.. lol

They had to get the meds dialed in just right over the next week and figure out whether my heart issue was going to heal on its own or whether I needed medication to help. Turns out I did. It was weird because every time they would let me drink some water or what have you, my heart rate would spike to like 145.. They called it Arterial Fibrillation with rapid ventricular response. Anyway, basically having such a major surgery that close to your heart screws with it (and your mind too) pretty badly sometimes. It has since been under control with the help of meds, which they are now weaning me off of.

I stayed in the hospital another week or so and they finally let me go. I am now in a temporary apartment about a block from the hospital just in case something were to happen. They like to keep close tabs on you for a while for signs of infection/rejection. I look like a junkie; they have hit every vein/artery they could find for blood, iv, etc.. including the jugular veins on either side of my neck. I lost 27 lbs in that hospital stay, and have had to learn to walk, get up, sit down, etc.. all over again. That was one aspect of the surgery I overlooked. But alas, I am still here. When they wheeled me down through the hospital and outside to get in the car, I stood up and took my first deep breath of fresh cool air. It was the most amazing feeling I have ever experienced. I can't even explain it.

As for how I feel in a word... fantastic. I mean I still have some way to go with the recovery but it's mostly physical/pulmonary rehab to rebuild strength, etc.. I am able to get around fine, stairs are a bit of a challenge but I can navigate them given time. Everything else is slowly returning to normal. My chest incision (which is about a foot long) is healing well and I have had almost no pain through out this whole process save one or two isolated incidents. My lung function overall before the surgery was <40% and rapidly declining, and I couldn't sustain healthy oxygen saturation (>95%) without supplemental oxygen. As of yesterday my lung function was at 87% and still climbing, and even during exercise my oxygen saturation never dropped below 98%. I am probably breathing better than I ever have at this point. Unfortunately, I take about 30 pills in the morning and about 20 in the evening, but that will taper down after time. They showed me a side-by-side comparison x-rays before and after surgery. The difference stunned me; I never realized how bad off the other lungs were. What has taken place over the last month has been nothing short of amazing and miraculous.

So, at this point all is well. The doctors say that I have been one of the strongest recoveries they have seen minus my little setback with the heart rate. The lungs are crystal clear, no fluid, blood work is looking good, etc. I am hoping I can return home by the end of March, as right now that is the hardest part of all this. I miss my home and my family.. my kids and grand kids. I will have to make some changes in lifestyle with regard to wearing a mask at certain times, avoiding certain things, etc.. but totally worth it. I have been given a second chance and I don't plan on squandering it. There is no doubt now in my mind that I probably wouldn't have made another 2 years like I was before my other organs started shutting down.

I don't know much about the donor other than I was told they were in great physical shape and that the lungs were extremely healthy. There are avenues I can choose if I want to reach out to the donor family, but I don't want to rush it. Somewhere they are still mourning the loss of their loved one. It may sound strange, but that weighs on my mind heavily. It's hard to comprehend unless you've been in this position. I plan on reaching out to them in time if for nothing else to thank them.


There you have it. That's everything up until now. All I can say is I am blessed in may ways. My family, my friends, the donor, and my medical team just to name a few. Sorry for the long read but as you can see a lot has happened this year. Also, lastly I would like to encourage anyone that reads this to be an organ donor. Someone did it for me and it quite literally saved my life; it does make a difference.

Thanks for reading this.

P.S. - My skin STILL itches.. lol
 

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I'm just not even sure of the words to express how I feel when I read your updates. You've lived a beautiful tragedy. And I know that when you do reach out to the donor family, you will have the words that bring them some sort of comfort.

You are seriously blessed. Really glad you're ok. :hug:
 

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Quite the ride swerved, a traumatic experience for you indeed. I’m happy you pulled through it ok and you’ve been given this second chance, it’s a blessing for you and your family
 

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Still alive and kicking. The recovery is still going well and I am able to walk up to a mile a day or more. Physical Rehab is a breeze and my Oxygen stays at nearly 100% saturation throughout the whole session each time. I don't breathe very heavy either when exercising. It's kind of like I reach a level of heavier than normal breathing, and it stays like that. I did run into a little snag this week; Monday I caught a little cold or something and had some congestion in my lungs. I checked with the doctors and they said keep an eye on it and come in if I had trouble breathing or had a fever of 100.5 or more. Neither of those came to be, but I still have some stuff rattling around in there that doesn't seem to want to come out so I cough a lot. I have a clinic appointment Monday morning, so I'm sure they will give me a good look over, and I am scheduled for my first bronchoscopy on Wednesday so if there's anything still there, they will clean it up. I attached a before and after x-ray at the bottom of this post.

Otherwise the only other complaint I have is that one of the meds that I will have to take forever (Prograf) is making my hands shake (tremors). They don't do it all the time, but when I try to hold something like a pen, a fork, screwdriver, etc.. I shake like crazy. This bothers me because aside from having to concentrate on everyday tasks like brushing teeth or eating, I also play piano. Haven't been home yet to see if I still can. The doctors did say that it happens and usually passes over time, or at least improves a good bit. However, considering the alternative I think I can live with it.

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On the left is before. All of that cloudiness and opacity was the scarring in the airways causing the alveoli to die. The image on the right was 3 weeks after surgery. It doesn't look like much to the untrained eye, but it is a whole world of difference having breathed through both sets of them.

Have a wonderful weekend all!
 

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** Another update:

Well, after nearly 3 months, I have been given the all clear to return home to my family. There are still a few minor issues the doctors need to take care of but nothing major enough to keep me in New Orleans. All I can say is, it feels great to be home. It would seem the rough part is behind me (for now), and I will take things a day at a time from here forward, enjoy the little things, and not take anything for granted. Life is precious..
 

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Wow, what an ordeal ... I'm happy to hear you are doing so well.

Keep gettin' on man! :cheers:
 

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Has anyone heard from Swerved? Been wondering how he is doing. I sure hope he is out enjoying life to the fullest!!
 

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I appreciate you asking; I am happy to report that I am still kicking! I've had a couple of complications with the airways in my lungs but overall I'm in good health, just out of breath if I do too much. However, I actually have to go tomorrow morning and have a stent put in my right lung to keep a collapsed airway open. This should clear up a lot of secondary issues as well as drastically increase my lung volume. Of course there's a chance of complications but I'm already having them so it's kind of a wash.

In other news, to add to the "It's Been A Long Strange Trip" post... I lost my job and for the time being am on disability for a while. I'm telling yall, there's a country song just begging to be written in there somewhere. My advice to everyone... Never. Never ever ever ever.... EVER, think to yourself things can't get worse, because they certainly will just because you thought it. Instead, always be thankful that things aren't worse.
 

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I appreciate you asking; I am happy to report that I am still kicking! I've had a couple of complications with the airways in my lungs but overall I'm in good health, just out of breath if I do too much. However, I actually have to go tomorrow morning and have a stent put in my right lung to keep a collapsed airway open. This should clear up a lot of secondary issues as well as drastically increase my lung volume. Of course there's a chance of complications but I'm already having them so it's kind of a wash.

In other news, to add to the "It's Been A Long Strange Trip" post... I lost my job and for the time being am on disability for a while. I'm telling yall, there's a country song just begging to be written in there somewhere. My advice to everyone... Never. Never ever ever ever.... EVER, think to yourself things can't get worse, because they certainly will just because you thought it. Instead, always be thankful that things aren't worse.


Yet, hope and pray things get better!
 

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Yeah, saying "things can't get any worse" is like giving TPTB a dare. Famous Last Words if I ever heard them!

Andria
 

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Oh yeah a few things I forgot to mention... My last hospital stay, I did receive a letter from the donor's family. That was rather surreal. It was from his mother and she wrote it in April. The transplant foundation apparently holds them until you are 6 months out to allow everyone time to heal both physically and emotionally. Anyway, the donor was 29, a devout Christian, a construction work who had just got promoted to site supervisor, and a big advocate for organ donation. He was from the New Orleans area and tragically he was shot in the head 3 times by his girlfriend's ex. I will contact the family soon; I have written the letter to send them. In time they want to meet me, and I would like to meet them as well and tell them thank you in person. This experience has been full of memories that I will never forget. I still have trouble believing it happened sometimes.

The other thing is... My skin FINALLY stopped itching (for now)... lol

Trivial facts: My insurance has paid out a total of about $1.1 million for the procedure, prescriptions, and associated procedures. My prescriptions would run about $110K a year if I had to pay retail cash price for them. I am now down from 217lbs at the time of surgery to 167lbs as of today. Hell of a weight loss program; kind of aggressive but I'll take it.. I've lost 4 inches in my waist and am wearing the same size jeans that I wore in high school. And the last thing is, the lady that runs the support group site on Facebook that I joined is now 20 years post transplant... I'm very encouraged by that.
 

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Oh yeah a few things I forgot to mention... My last hospital stay, I did receive a letter from the donor's family. That was rather surreal. It was from his mother and she wrote it in April. The transplant foundation apparently holds them until you are 6 months out to allow everyone time to heal both physically and emotionally. Anyway, the donor was 29, a devout Christian, a construction work who had just got promoted to site supervisor, and a big advocate for organ donation. He was from the New Orleans area and tragically he was shot in the head 3 times by his girlfriend's ex. I will contact the family soon; I have written the letter to send them. In time they want to meet me, and I would like to meet them as well and tell them thank you in person. This experience has been full of memories that I will never forget. I still have trouble believing it happened sometimes.

The other thing is... My skin FINALLY stopped itching (for now)... lol

Trivial facts: My insurance has paid out a total of about $1.1 million for the procedure, prescriptions, and associated procedures. My prescriptions would run about $110K a year if I had to pay retail cash price for them. I am now down from 217lbs at the time of surgery to 167lbs as of today. Hell of a weight loss program; kind of aggressive but I'll take it.. I've lost 4 inches in my waist and am wearing the same size jeans that I wore in high school. And the last thing is, the lady that runs the support group site on Facebook that I joined is now 20 years post transplant... I'm very encouraged by that.

My cousin Eric received a donor liver about 6 yrs ago; he's doing extremely well, looks healthy as everything, says he feels great. He's always been my favorite cousin so I'm really relieved that transplant medicine has come so far... and I bet you are too. ;) :hug:

Andria
 

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Ok so the stent on the right side didn't work too well and they had to remove it because it had moved somewhat from coughing, etc.. So, October 1st, after a few more months of not breathing well at all, they put a stent in the left lung primary airway. On a normal person it should be about a centimeter and a half in diameter, and mine was constricted down to 3 mm... Once they did that, I was able to breathe like with the first stent, but this one hasn't moved (yet). The last month has been great, with the exception of a little cold I had last week. I even walked in a 5k walk for suicide awareness without much problem at all. Still have a wicked sounding cough from time to time, but for the most part I feel wonderful. I am still improving according to my last pulmonary funstion test (even with the cold). Another month or two, if I continue like I am doing, then I am going to get back to work... Disability ain't gettin' it, even though it's better than nothing. Thank you all for the thoughts and prayers, and thanks for keeping up with my journey.
 

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I'm glad that it's improving.

I had a real shitty two years from 2011 - 2013.
I have a hip replacement and the stem that goes into the femur broke.

I had moved from Baltimore to Central Florida so my specialists were all up there and I had to get this fixed quick.

So I get a hip revision surgery which went wonderfully and was way better than the first hip.
The only problem was I caught a hospital born super bug.

The doctor kept trying to treat the infection with rounds of hardcore iv antibiotics for about 16 months even though the infectious disease doctor told me the first month that the new hip has to come out, the infection then gets killed, and i'd need to get a third hip replacement.

The antibiotics make the infection hide in the metal so when you stop taking them the infection comes right back out and attacks you.

Finally he sent me to a real professional joint replacement doctor that specializes in fixing other doctors fuck ups.

The first day I walked into his hospital was the last time I ever smoked a tobacco cigarette it was August 20th 2012

So he took the infected hip out and sent me home with a picc line and iv antibiotics for three months I had no left hip joint or pelvis cup.

Then I had to wait three more months with no hip to be sure the infection is not going to come back.

February 2013 I got my third and final hip replacement and i'm still walking on it today.

The whole time I had told every doctor, nurse specialist whatever that all I want is for them to be straight up with me and not bullshit me.

The staff at South Lake Hospital in Clermont Florida would never tell me the whole truth.
I had to ask the exact right question to get an answer.
They weren't offering up shit.

I had to go behind the doctors back and pay for paper records just so I knew the truth of what went down

The hospital staff at ORMC (Orlando Regional Medical Center) were real with me and told me straight up what the deal was.

I asked the new infectious disease doctor at this higher quality hospital what are my chances that the infection will go away.

If the infection doesn't go away only one of three things can happen:
1) I'm are on antibiotics for the rest of my life
2) The take my entire left leg from the hip down off.
3) I die from the infection

He told me at my age a smoker has a 70% chance that the infection will go away.

But if I quit smoking right then a non smoker my age has an 85% chance of the infection going away.

There is nothing in this world worth a 15% MORE of a chance of losing my leg at best and dying at worst

He said I has to stop smoking but actually prescribed nicotine patches and told me it wasn't the nicotine it was the inhalation of burning plant matter that lessens my chance of healing.

I had bought a $10 gas station disposable ciigalike and took it to the hospital with me thinking at least it might take the edge off

It worked so good that I was on my netbook ordering a kit the second day i was at the hospital, it was there waiting for me when I got home and the rest is history.
 

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I'm glad that it's improving.

I had a real shitty two years from 2011 - 2013.
I have a hip replacement and the stem that goes into the femur broke.

I had moved from Baltimore to Central Florida so my specialists were all up there and I had to get this fixed quick.

So I get a hip revision surgery which went wonderfully and was way better than the first hip.
The only problem was I caught a hospital born super bug.

The doctor kept trying to treat the infection with rounds of hardcore iv antibiotics for about 16 months even though the infectious disease doctor told me the first month that the new hip has to come out, the infection then gets killed, and i'd need to get a third hip replacement.

The antibiotics make the infection hide in the metal so when you stop taking them the infection comes right back out and attacks you.

Finally he sent me to a real professional joint replacement doctor that specializes in fixing other doctors fuck ups.

The first day I walked into his hospital was the last time I ever smoked a tobacco cigarette it was August 20th 2012

So he took the infected hip out and sent me home with a picc line and iv antibiotics for three months I had no left hip joint or pelvis cup.

Then I had to wait three more months with no hip to be sure the infection is not going to come back.

February 2013 I got my third and final hip replacement and i'm still walking on it today.

The whole time I had told every doctor, nurse specialist whatever that all I want is for them to be straight up with me and not bullshit me.

The staff at South Lake Hospital in Clermont Florida would never tell me the whole truth.
I had to ask the exact right question to get an answer.
They weren't offering up shit.

I had to go behind the doctors back and pay for paper records just so I knew the truth of what went down

The hospital staff at ORMC (Orlando Regional Medical Center) were real with me and told me straight up what the deal was.

I asked the new infectious disease doctor at this higher quality hospital what are my chances that the infection will go away.

If the infection doesn't go away only one of three things can happen:
1) I'm are on antibiotics for the rest of my life
2) The take my entire left leg from the hip down off.
3) I die from the infection

He told me at my age a smoker has a 70% chance that the infection will go away.

But if I quit smoking right then a non smoker my age has an 85% chance of the infection going away.

There is nothing in this world worth a 15% MORE of a chance of losing my leg at best and dying at worst

He said I has to stop smoking but actually prescribed nicotine patches and told me it wasn't the nicotine it was the inhalation of burning plant matter that lessens my chance of healing.

I had bought a $10 gas station disposable ciigalike and took it to the hospital with me thinking at least it might take the edge off

It worked so good that I was on my netbook ordering a kit the second day i was at the hospital, it was there waiting for me when I got home and the rest is history.

Not "liking" the shenanigans they put you thru... but that you finally got a REAL doctor, and have managed to recover and thrive!

I swear they must teach "Creative Lying" in medical school.

Andria
 

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Thought I'd check in before the new year. It seems 2018 had one last kick in the ol' ball bag stored up for me before it was over. My wife and I are splitting up. She will be moving somewhere else sometime early in 2019. Despite our best efforts, she just wasn't "happy" anymore. This is just another effect of what a lung transplant can do to your life. It is a very high-stress long-term ordeal and sometimes even the seemingly most solid relationships are tested and/or broken by it. The doctor says it is not uncommon; he's seen it happen before. I am upset about it, but at the same time I am not going to stress over it and freak out because I have bigger things to do in the grand scheme of things, like keeping myself healthy and alive. I do take some solace in the fact that we are not at each other's throats or fighting. We have remained very cordial for the sake of the family.

Anyway, enough of that.. As for myself I am doing better than I was the last time I posted here. The problems with the airways in my lungs closing up are slowly getting better and I am slowly getting my lung function back. I can walk fairly long distances (for me) and I am improving in pulmonary rehabilitation every day. The only issues I really have now is that if I catch a cold, it lands me in the hospital for 3 days or so at a time. That is slowly improving as well though. Hopefully sometime early this year I can get back to working so I can have some semblance of a normal life again and begin repairing the financial toll this has extracted.

Hope all of you have a safe and happy new year!
 

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Thought I'd check in before the new year. It seems 2018 had one last kick in the ol' ball bag stored up for me before it was over. My wife and I are splitting up. She will be moving somewhere else sometime early in 2019. Despite our best efforts, she just wasn't "happy" anymore. This is just another effect of what a lung transplant can do to your life. It is a very high-stress long-term ordeal and sometimes even the seemingly most solid relationships are tested and/or broken by it. The doctor says it is not uncommon; he's seen it happen before. I am upset about it, but at the same time I am not going to stress over it and freak out because I have bigger things to do in the grand scheme of things, like keeping myself healthy and alive. I do take some solace in the fact that we are not at each other's throats or fighting. We have remained very cordial for the sake of the family.

Anyway, enough of that.. As for myself I am doing better than I was the last time I posted here. The problems with the airways in my lungs closing up are slowly getting better and I am slowly getting my lung function back. I can walk fairly long distances (for me) and I am improving in pulmonary rehabilitation every day. The only issues I really have now is that if I catch a cold, it lands me in the hospital for 3 days or so at a time. That is slowly improving as well though. Hopefully sometime early this year I can get back to working so I can have some semblance of a normal life again and begin repairing the financial toll this has extracted.

Hope all of you have a safe and happy new year!

Really hate that for you, about your marriage, but at least things are civil; possibly you and your wife can remain friends, since you've been thru so much together. My ex and I had a fairly acrimonious split, despite the fact that we were married only a year... but after we both cooled off and went on to other relationships, we did become friends again, and still are, though not really close friends -- but it's hard to just dispose of a shared history. It's nice to realize that there's someone out there who "knew you when", and you can still talk to them as a friend.

Hoping 2019 brings you LOTS more good stuff, I think you've had more than your share of the other kind of stuff... :)

Andria
 

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