Well, it's been 23 days since I've been a full-blown smoker. It's also been 16 days since I've had A cigarette.
The last one I had was on my 30th (16 days ago) when I had a LOT to drink (and I only had one) and was still relying on my ego/Protank combo. Before that was three days earlier when I rode my motorcycle to work. Yes, I was such a die-hard that I even lit up on my bike. Anyway being that it is impossible for me to vape on my bike I had a cig on the way to work and on the way home.
So today I rode my bike and, well I had a couple cigs in a case that I decided to bring with me. I lit up in the driveway and...well...it was absolutely disgusting. I chucked it after about 4 drags. It just felt like it wasn't doing the same thing it used to. No euphoric rush, no semblance of good taste, just smoke and disgustingness and a reek that has just started to fade 5 hours later.
Some people would consider this a "slip-up", I consider it an epiphany. The thing that brought me so much joy, the "friend" that was always there, is dead. It even tried to play the same game it played before with the 'cig-withdrawl' whatnot, but I don't play that game anymore.
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The last one I had was on my 30th (16 days ago) when I had a LOT to drink (and I only had one) and was still relying on my ego/Protank combo. Before that was three days earlier when I rode my motorcycle to work. Yes, I was such a die-hard that I even lit up on my bike. Anyway being that it is impossible for me to vape on my bike I had a cig on the way to work and on the way home.
So today I rode my bike and, well I had a couple cigs in a case that I decided to bring with me. I lit up in the driveway and...well...it was absolutely disgusting. I chucked it after about 4 drags. It just felt like it wasn't doing the same thing it used to. No euphoric rush, no semblance of good taste, just smoke and disgustingness and a reek that has just started to fade 5 hours later.
Some people would consider this a "slip-up", I consider it an epiphany. The thing that brought me so much joy, the "friend" that was always there, is dead. It even tried to play the same game it played before with the 'cig-withdrawl' whatnot, but I don't play that game anymore.
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